Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Rachel's Third Angel-versary

It's kind of an odd day to "celebrate" or even acknowledge but we always try to do something in rememberance of her on January 23rd. We like to have special days to get the kids together and remind them of their cousin in Heaven. It is hard to believe three years has passed since we have seen those gorgeous eyes of hers. 
Whenever all of these crazies are at her grave, I always picture her shaking her head and smiling at them.












We still miss her everyday. It is getting harder to talk about with Callie because she has so many questions and she is starting to not be satisfied with what I consider to be easy answers. She wants to know why the doctors didn't just give her medicine and where did she die and how did she die and how come we didn't just take her to the hospital and can she die?. I can't help but cry when I am telling her about it. I also tell her to ask me as many questions as she wants because I want her to feel comfortable talking about Rachel in general and I want all of them to know her as much as possible.

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